PixlBit

I did what I could but I am getting a divorce. Its not something I wanted before but I am tired of it and want to move on. I am not happy and neither is she. It is both of our fault. Neither of us have been good to each other and we are not that compatible. That is at least what she says. It doesn't have anything to do with video games but it does bug me how she hates gaming with a passion and pays remotely no interest to hangout with me while I do play.

Well this is it. I am keeping the house and we will have joint custody of our kids. We at least are not going crazy fighting and threatening to take this or that. We have at least an understanding. The divorce im expecting will happen within the next couple of months. It doesn't matter if its 3 months. It is happening before I go to Japan. Yeah, I am going but only for a couple of weeks. I considered staying longer. I am going to stay with a friend and meet a girl I been talking to that lives in Tokyo. We are both similar in many ways.

It sucks but it is what it is. I am tired of not having real love or have feelings with the one I am with. I am tired of it all. She is tired of it too. I feel sad for my little girls but I will still often see them. Although my plans now is to get serious with this Japanese woman and see where that goes. My little girls will always be first though.

As for gaming? I been playing Destiny. Its disappointing in various ways. It is fun to play but lacks a lot of depth within the worlds. Games such as Fallout and Skyrim based on one bit area has ten times the depth, equipment, and everything you can think of compared to all the worlds in Destiny combined. There is nothing to explore in Destiny. If the shooting mechanics wasn't fun then the game would be crap with just incredible music. The next game I am contemplating getting is either The Evil Within or Bayonetta 2. I am trying to cut back. I want to save extra money for Japan. I still haven't got my severance pay which I will use to buy my plane ticket. Well hope all is well.