Posted on 10/06/2014 at 01:43 AM
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All this sounds very, very familiar to me. I wasn't brought up JW, but everything you said about difficulty socializing and rage is a carbon copy to my experience.
I did some Primal Therapy way back when and I think it set me on the right path, even though it was a bit challenging for me at the time. Their idea that you have to focus on feelings and get into the emotinal pain of your childhood seems right on to me. It's scary as all heck, but it gets to the heart of the matter.
I don't see a therapist anymore, but I work on things on my own, and sometimes I have a breakthrough and realize something about myself, and things change. I think it's absolutely possible to change and become who you really are.
I guess what I'm saying is: you're not alone, and there's hope. That's about it.