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I had to wait a month to see a psychiatrist, so in desperation, I tried St. John's Wort and it seemed to work. My psychiatrist told me to just stick with it and see how it goes. So I'm doing that. Although, today I forgot to take it and I'm a little strange right now. These things really change brain chemestry and you never know what you're going to be like on or off these things. 

I got "technically crazy" too. Brains are complex. They don't always work quite right. How many years has it been with big brains? 5 millions years? You can't even get to Barnard's Star in that amount of time. Lol. 

Weird thing is though. I can't bear to continue a game I started days ago. I always feel I have to start from the beginning. I haven't figured out why yet. 

I loved scales when I played the classical guitar probably because everything sounds wonderful on that instrument, even boring exercises. But on bass, I would make set lists and play along with the songs, learning them as I went. 

It was the bonus levels in Crash that got to me. They were 2D and very short. I also hate the way jumping is done in a lot of platformers all the way up to Braid. I hate that you can't grab an edge if you just miss, and that only a perfect jump will do. That drives me crazy. But patience is a virtue, I'm told. Perhaps I should work on it in a zen buddhist type of way. 

I did the PS Plus list and saw EDF 2025 and Day of the Tentacle on there for 2017. Both on the list. 

It's definitely the sex content. I was looking at the porno mags on the ground in the first level of the game and they are much clearer now. As the words of one lonely teenager to another go, "you can see everything." . I remember back in the 90s they were very pixilated and hardly explicit. Not any more. 

Oh those Vonnegut scifi books! I forgot about those. MUST READ AGAIN. 

Boom Jet is super cool. I love that old prop engine he's standing on. 

It's possible I'm still a bit stressed out right now and didn't have the patience for Crash. I really want to try it again, but alas, it was a rental. 

This St. John's Wort I am on right now has been making me a bit hyper as of late, but it's a good hyper, I think. I haven't bit anyone anyway. Ha ha. 

There seems to be always some new way to approach the game or a new way to think about getting some of these crafting projects done. And I haven't even really delved into red stone circuits or the complexities of minecarts that much. I did discover light sensitive switches and pressure plates recently though. There's some cool automation you can do with those. 

I like it as a song title from a band like Five Finger Death Punch. 

I was wondering how kids put up with such mindless repetition. Sometimes I think it's just a different mindset that's needed, or a different personality. I'm not the type who can repeat things a lot. I did some of that in music, but I had a teacher once who wanted me to do these incredibly boring scales all up and down the fret board, and I was not up for that. 

I was waiting for that prompt I got on Xbox 360 for the other discs, but it never happened on XBO. The first disc was all you needed in the drive.